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The Outside

by Alison Thorsteinsen

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1.
Heaven 04:02
Boy, lean near There's a story you should hear That I heard the spirits whisper They say Heaven's just beyond the waves The colour of a clear day It smells like ash and sounds like the roaring rapids tumbling Boy, here's what you should do Take this axe, hollow a boat Strip the bark to weave sailing rope Find some small things that remind you of home Take them with you so when you get there, heaven knows you And then fly into the sun Straight in to the horizon Boy use the stars to find your way Heaven will leave signs, but they're subtle Remember your mother, she has similar ways Turn your eyes inward and do not shift your gaze Until time takes over It will start to stretch and reshape You'll see faces, use your intuition to recognize the angels Let the Earth and your body become heavy And if your soul is weightless, you'll separate
2.
The Outside 03:52
You first saw me so I thought Car pulled over in the bitumen lot We were free and wide, and almost as deserted as the ocean I said; if I died it would be as strange As sitting here in the seagrass and salt Sun on the boulders And I had read the book you gave me A mother cried, the son was blank and cold The judge was urgent trying to find his soul And he just stood there outside of it all Well I told you, I told you, I told you I told you, I told you, I told you I know it all Me and you We were true Our golden skin kept bruising blue It was outside when I gave my hand Stared into the sun and tasted salt Eyes cobalt On my body you brought me back into When I pushed aside god to make room Well I told you, I told you, I told you I told you, I told you, I told you I know it all Me and you We were true Our golden skin kept bruising blue Well I told you, I told you, I told you I told you, I told you, I told you I know it all You brought me back and I pushed aside god In the backseat that time we got caught Remember we drove way out past the port
3.
I wore the zebra print to stand out My sister said it was too much for a work lunch I let you stand too close in the elevator Guess I was feeling kinda precarious You really got a hold over me now You really got a hold over me now .. I know this is unusual I wish I understood to explain it to you All I know is if we do it this way We'll both get where we're navigating I don't wanna open up I don't wanna get too deep into it Put your hand over my mouth Or there's no way I'm coming round You really got a hold over me now You really got a hold over me now You really gotta hold on to me now You really gotta hold on to me now .. You really got a hold over me now You really got a hold over me now You're really holding on to me now You're really holding on to me now You really gotta hold on to me now You really gotta hold on to me now
4.
You’re a small town miracle, so they say A paradise on the loose Out here, there’s just enough folks to get around but not enough to settle down, babe Where you can drive without a registration The same five faces collect like dust in those saloons Where your night's dance partner is tomorrow's news Oh, don’t you just make the headlines lately You might think you’re a vagabond You might think you’re the diamond in the crowd Well, tonight we can be all those things Wipe the slate clean, Close your eyes, Don’t let me down, country town Well you up and went down south, no one turned their head Or even turned around. Now you’re back, Playing those same old hands, And everyone’s Just shaking their head, like they did when you were young You might think that no one’s got your number You might think that you’re the only one Well, tonight we can be anything Wipe the slate clean, Close your eyes, Don’t let me down, country town Where you gonna find that change you’re needing? You’ve left it too long now, your money’s on the counter Well people change, you got left calling out Oh, don’t let me down, Oh, don’t let me down You might think that you’re a bohemian You might think what you need ain't to be found Well, tonight we can be everything Wipe the slate clean, Close your eyes, Don’t let me down, country town
5.
Spain 04:28
Didn’t sleep again last night Tried to save the world with your gossamer mind There’s a thousand things you need before you leave this life You’re one drop in the ocean, one grain of rice You could spend another lifetime in search of her But did you see how she cried on the step of the church She’s kneeling before you, you’re giving her up Would you break down your fortress for a rag and a cup And she said; if you're right, why not let me in? And if we fight, are we gonna win? You’re seeing your days waste away in the mirror You’re spending all your evenings out at la bodega Escaping idle moments that remind you of yourself Trying to keep that carriage moving as it drags you through the dirt And fathers are careless, they hurt and they cheat He says that he’s human, you say that he’s weak You swear by your cast that you won’t be like him As you watch your mother weep among the pieces that he leaves And if you don’t like yourself, why not blame it all on him? If you don’t fight yourself, how you gonna win? She came down from Lyon, in blazes and grief, she said Don’t tell me you didn’t need me, baby you fell at my feet Now I speak, and you knock it down cool as a stone How could you leave me? I’ve given you too long to be alone I tried so hard while you filled your cup, but please Tell me did you ever fill mine, was there one drop left for me? Now my sun is sinking over these years I wanted a baby, I wanted so many things (postscript) I don’t care for what you might achieve give me love, it’s the only thing I need
6.
Rising 04:03
I traced your face Had clay on my hands Knelt there in the water Your form in the sand It’s just a simple kind of everyday thing I didn’t think would move me But when she blew into your lips love Found I couldn’t breathe Well I’d rather fall into the earth Than rise up into the sky Look up at you through the long grass Feel you moving by me As dawn’s rosy fingers Steal across your skin Told you I’d show you fire You look at me like I’m insane I keep writing you songs but you can’t hear Keep sending you signs but you can’t see You’re just confusing everything Like random shapes in dreams Well I tell you it pulls me to pieces I couldn’t let it be For the spark I felt about you In you is too lovely
7.
A Wish 02:42
8.
Brixton Blue 03:18
Packed up some bags and paper shades On the Avenue Chartreuse And I never once looked back, never dropped my gaze Heard too much of the shipwreck news I turned to Brixton Blue The bands played on each night till late It got in under my skin It’s almost that I’ve lived another life, my feet retrace I never wavered from that tune I played on through Brixton Blue What if I’d stayed, held to my own way Shifted tracks to see it through ‘Cause I tied myself to something I still can’t explain You could see in what I carried, those days It's not that I ever tried too hard or leaned on fate I left my youth under the concrete flyway And if sometimes I appear a stranger A clearer shade holds true Dress myself in Brixton Blue
9.
Falling 04:35
No time for falling The air slows the landing down Like the snow that settles And spreads itself over the ground Well its just and old dream To meet one day in the park Why should I care? There’s nothing all day for me to do No reason for me to go out on the town And its freezing slowly this afternoon The steam rises in a cloud The people here just let it happen They just lament and stand around Now the air is blue with evening The returning of familiar sounds It slips me by, the buzzing streetlights And the talk of people as they pass
10.
Penelope 02:53
Brushed by the softest whisper Blown from between silver whiskers Made home our bed, as we sailed through Elysian Touched by the sound of weeping Though I was only sleeping Only in dreams now do I see your face Reach over worlds, lead me into oblivion I sit and wait, and wait, and wait I weave a tapestry with your name stitched in You sit and look past the cool rim of the day You pick at the threads so they fray So I broke the cup So I lost the loom So I bowed the wood that we polished to look so beautiful Blow over the ocean, moan over the moor Knocking over and over and over at your door Which of us, which one loves you more? If you had shown just the faintest glimmer If you had blown just the softest whisper

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released February 15, 2022

Keys & Organ: Alison Thorsteinsen
Vocals: Alison Thorsteinsen
Bass: Milush Piochaud, Tim Charman, Cam Blokland, Tom Jones
Drums: Jarrad Payne, Greg Jansen
Guitar: James "Gravy" Brown, Django Rowe, Alison Thorsteinsen, Cam Blokland
Pedal Steel: Aiden Mackay
Saxophone: Derek Pascoe
Trombone: Aaron Deanshaw
Violin & Viola: Emily Tulloch

Engineer: Jarrad Payne, Danny Christie
Mixing: Jarrad Payne, Alison Thorsteinsen
Mastering: Jarrad Payne

Producer: Jarrad Payne, Derek Pascoe, Alison Thorsteinsen
Photo: Paz Tassone
Album artwork: Duane Preston

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